meh... what a busy year it has been...

 

busy with uni and whatnot.. its soo bad! its hard to juggle having a life (cough) and doing work...

but still!!! good times right?

 

neways... an update on my life.

what is there to say?

first year of uni is passing by soo quickly and i have no idea what i plan to do (or where i will live for that matter) next year! its been amazing tho.. i have meet soo many great people.

*sighs as she reminises*

update on the boy troubles... ahaha... what boy troubles at the momo..???

 

ummmm.... a guy that owns one of the clubs down here, Dave... we kind of have a thing going on at the moment... nothing offical.. but i like him... he likes me... meh meh..

but the thing that happened between us was that he introduced me to his mate Stu.. and then Stu had a crush on me for a while.. ohh man... it was one massive love triangle!!!

 

but i think Stu has backed off cuz Dave and him r really good friends... so yeah. altho Stu was a firefighter... a millionaire VS a firefighter... hahaha thats what i had to decide between... but nah.. seriously.. i dont give a shit that Dave has heaps of money... sure that has some perks.. but i dont want any of it.. i mean sure he looks hot wearing his whole custom made suit and tie when hes going to a business dinner or whatever.. hahaha... but hmmm... what was i talking about? ohh yeah, i perfer to be independant.. sometimes it kinda sucks cuz whenever i come to visit him at his club... hes just tooooo busy, that makes me sound soo high maintanace.. haha but i aint tho :( there was this one time i was at the club.. and he was talking around and whatnot talking in his head peice and all i could do was just watch and drink my drink.. it sorta sucked cuz i wanted a bit of time.. and he even promised me that he would give me his undevided attention.. ugh.. i dunno... i think im rambling..

 

but then again... Stu looked like David Beckham.. haha...

 

 

ive moved rooms... im living with Natalie now.. shes great shes quite quiet.. at first it was real awkward when i moved in cuz she was that quiet.. but now we r real good friends.. i quite enjoy it.. and she goes back home on the weekends so i have the room all to myself.. its good spesh when i need sleep, i just cant do that when Nat is in here..

 

did i tell u the whole story about me and Kelly?

 

hahaha neways... long story.. we just drifted apart.. realised how big our differences where.. and had a major fight... she moved out... got all depressed and left uni.. now apparently shes blabbering to everyone that i was the reason for her leaving uni.. but i didnt tell her to leave uni... she decided that herself.. i didnt even talk to her since the fight.. so how was that my fault? and plus... it was her own fault that she didnt make her own friends. if she made friends... she wuldnt of gotten all depressed bein all alone and shit like that and then she wuld of been able to stay in uni... but nope... she wuld rather throw her life away to live with her fiance.. stupid stupid.. oh well.. its her life...

 

works good.. i quite enjoy it... im a bartender now which is great. ive always wanted to be the bartender and now i am.. its quite annoying tho cuz that means heaps of the guys hit on you.. but thats simple cuz all you have to do is tell them to fuck off.. i do like a bit of attention tho. hahaha

 

so this year has been busy busy.. and its nearly spring!!! im soo excited.... i cant wait for summer.. its gunna be amazing.. its the end of winter and already its feeling warm during the day.. its just ohh soo amazing.

but im a bit gutted tho, cuz ill be alone during the summer holidays.. altho i want to stay in wellington for the holidays.. im thinking where will i live? so that sorta sucks... cuz i already have a job down here... and its good pay..

and i dun really wanna be stuck in stupid stratford for a whole 3months.. spesh if im gunna be by myself.. ugh.

 

ohh man... 9 or so more weeks of uni.. how sad is that!!! that means 9 or so more weeks of living in the hostel! man im gunna miss all these peeps.. hopefully ill be able to do roadys during the holidays and stay with them for a while that would be good.. nah actually that would own.. im fully keen to do that.. hahaha.. i need the money first.. damnit.

 

ugh neways.. im gunna go.. get ready to go out tonight... i think im going to go see Dave.. well.. after his dinner.. so ciao everyone... ill try to keep a proper update on my life... not that its interesting anyways.. hahah

okies... i thut... hey... its easter.. and its been ages since i lefted a bloggie... so i thut.. ok... ill go write one..and tell u all about my life.. and whats been the happs.... holy shit.. i hope u aint busy for at least a coupla hours.. lol.. well... the last time i posted a comment... it was prolly like 2months ago... i dun even remi... so well... whats been happenin.. ive been single for over a month now.. lol... and since i live in wellywood.. IVE MEET SOO MANY HOT GUYS!!!!!! omg omg.. lol. its like the best.. i love singleness.. but then again.. its pretty bad. lol

 

neways.... well.... since ive gotten to welly.. ive meet sooooo many amazing people...

 

AnneyBananey: awwww anney... ur such a cutie.. lol i love ya heapers.. ur such a cool chicka.. i love livin with ya!!

ClaireBear: theres my other asian.. lol.. just like anna.. ur an amazing chicky.. and im soo glad that ive meet ya

Beckyyyy!!: "fighting evil by moonlight... winning love by daylight..never running from a real fight.. she is the one called sailor moon!!"

lol.... that pretty much explains everything.. heh...

Tawa: haha even tho i kno ull never read this... but whatever... sup ma nigga. ill see at uni bitch.

Alice: awwww man.. lol... theres nothing to say to u... just that its great living right next to you.. its great!.. us and our sex talks.. its amazing!

Suzy: theres my other favourite aucklander! lol. u better not be having fun without me! study hard woman.. and ill see ya when we get back to the hostel.

NickNick: awwww Nickyyyyyy!!!!! man... i want to hump u so bad!.. hahaha. if not.. i want ur bed.. its ohh soo comfy!!!!

Cammy:... ohh cammy... u kno how to satisfy me with all that suprise sex that u give me... thats all i really need to say about u...

Rosco: awww my love... i want ur boobies.. ur boobies r bigger than mine.. i love feeling them up! it arouses me ohh soo much!

TK: awwww tomtommmm.. i miss u ohh soo much!!! im soo excited that u live near me... literally.. lol. i cant wait till i see ya! big huggles for u!

Dee and Chad: lol.. my soccer boys... u guys better b trainin hard and dun get too tired!! remi, rests and to breathe! and chad..... no mischief huh.. lol..

 

argh... the others... im sorry... im just too lazy thinking of stuff to say.. haha..

 

i gotted a jobbies down in welly too!!.. as a promo girl/bartender.. lol.. i wont tell where tho.. u wuld b shocked.. so if u wanna kno.. just ask me on msn sumtime.. lol its a great job TRUST ME!

 

oooo.. i got my tongue pierced!!!!! prolly like a month ago now.. lol.. and since then.. ive hooked up with like 4guys.. thats pretty bad.. lol but hey!!! im single.. im allowed to. thats y i love welly.. even tho one of them was last night.. when i was in the naki.. heh..

 

uni's pretty hard..ish... heaps of self teaching.. and readings.. and essays... god how i hate essays... i dispise them immensely... or however u spell that shit man. lol.. but ive made heaps of mates at uni.. which is mad cool.. and apparently.. we have to think about who were gunna flat with next yr... im thinking WHOAAAAA thats fast!! i have no idea who i wanna flat with.. but definately not kelly.. lol... im already over having to share a room.. its just annoying.. no privacy.. spesh when u just wanna chill and then theres someone whos playing on the damn playstation 2... and we have the opposite kinds of music... like.. shes all emo like.. and im all happy music.. (not happy happy.. but u kno what i mean) i might move when theres an available spot.. cuz im keen to. to a single room. and that means i can have "visitors" too!! omg yay! lol

 

its only been like 3 days that ive been home.. and already im missing wellington eh... i just miss the fact that town is pretty much 5 minutes away from my house.. and that all my friends pretty much live with me.. cuz when im at home.. im fustrated.. i have to rely on people to drive me around.. i miss my car!!.. i want it to have its WOF and rego.. :( but if i spend that muny on it.. ill b leaving in a week.. so theres no point cuz who will b driving it? i just miss being independant.. its great ya kno.. i cant wait to go flatting next year.. but living in a hostel is great too.. so im just gunna enjoy it to the maximum.. lol

 

hmmmm... im sure i was to write something else.. OHHHHHHHHH YESSSSSSSS...

 

hahahahahahahahahaa.. oh man. the boys and who and what ive been doing.!!! (not in cronological order) hahahaha

 

ok.... first theres Jared... aka JD.. hes an events manager.. and hes 18.. hes worked with me one night and we promoed together.. he was a promo dude and me the promo girl.. lol...

 

next guy.. is Greg... lol... i meet him while i was promoing.. ohh man.. lol.. hes quite funny.. he like.. reminds me of dominic purcell off prison break.. its realllll good.. lol hahaha..

 

hahaha.. after that.. is mat.. lol.. damn sojo's! that was the first night that i got mega drunk since ive been in welly.. that was pretty bad.. but it was a good night... i looked mighty purty might i add.. haha

 

next is Emile.. lol. ohh man.. lol hes the dude on level 2.. at my hostel.. hes hot.. i hooked up with him on st pattys day.. (cuz it was his bday)

 

haha.. pete.... ohh man.. i cant believe this guy was the guy that jonna was going out with when i was in the pagent.. lol what a freakin small world.

 

and then there is josef.. lol.......... people who live in the naki wuld kno him as the Vice- P's son.. hahaha.. man hes a good hook up.. but hes in the ARMY!!!! WTF! ohh soo annoying. hopefully hes coming to see me in a coupla weeks.. were all gunna get drunkies... man.. its gunna b great fun. i love getting drunkies.. but not overly drunkies that i spew my ring out.. thats bad...

 

haha.. 5 out of 6 guys since ive been single... that aint bad... that aint bad... lol. ok.. this is a long blog.. so ima cut it off now.. and if i have any more info.. then ill add it into another one.. ok... tata for now.. ill talk to ya all laterness!

yeah...

 

im over being all depressed and shit like that, abt that boy..

if he loves me like he says he does, he wuld at least try to make an effort to fix whatever we have...

but he hasnt... so meh...............

what can i do abt it. ive done all i culd to try and solve this shit.. and not one reply from him...

 

newaysssss.... im over it...

sooo whats been new with me. in less than 2 weeks ill b going to uni!! which is scary cuz the fuckfaces havnt sent me my offer of study yet.. lol but then again.. the piece of paper that they needed got lost in the mail so thats why i havnt gotten it... so i gotta wait for that.. argh

 

stupid mail.

 

what else has been happening.... nothing really.. apart from boy trubs..

fucking boy trubs.. whats that shit abt....

 

seriously!!

SOOOOOOOOO OVER ITTTTTTT!!!!!!! OVHHHHHHHHHHHH! Ohhhh-Veeeee-H... (lol.. i dun kno how to spell H)

 

do u all like my perty new theme? its yellow and bluey/green!!!!!!!!! and theres a teddy bearrrrrr that i can E-hug whenever i want to!!!

i got sick of looking at my old green theme... with the strawberrys that i culdnt eat... and the hat that i culdnt wear.....

damn strawberrys and most of all... DAMN hat!!!

got me all excited and errythang..

 

anywhore....... for some reason.. i keep looking at my msn list to see if a certain...

ohhhh visitors... brb...

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ok now im back.. lol hehe.. now where was i..

oh yeah...

for some reason.. i keep looking at my msn list to see if a certain person comes online.. which i kno he wont..

because hes too busy for mian..

its quite sad really... so i rekon.. someone suld entertain me!!!

keep my mind off sum things.. cuz i hate being in this kind of situation.

not knowing WHERE i stand.. thats the most annoyingest feeling ever!!! (if annoyingest is a word)

 

ARGHHHH ok.. no entertainment is currently being showen to mian

so ima go...

Signing off...

Ciao bellas.

i will see u when i am bored... and looking for entertainment... so get that ready for the next time im online..

okie doke?

Man... I dunno what to do.

 

Here I am... sitting on my bed... still awake... at 2.30am in the morning.. wondering what the fuck Im doing...

Im constantly stareing at my phone waiting for your message.. which... I know wont apprear cuz youve fallen asleep on me..

 

Yet again..

 

and.... I kno youve been busy... and I kno its important, but it feels like its been happenin way too often..

 

Like Im being pushed aside..

Like you txt me when its convient for you..

Like Im some doll you can play with whenever you feel the need..

 

I thought I was fine with it... I told myself that you need the space to do your own thing..

 

But now.. It feels as though... Your taking advantage of it...

Like you dont care that Im sitting here waiting... Worrying.... Wondering if your ok...

You think this shit is easy?

Me being here.. And you being there?

 

I cant stand being far away from you..

I cant stand having to sit here and worry about my boyfriend...

and most of all..

I cant stand it that youve made me love you this much that Ive ended up in this kind of situation...

 

All I want is a little more effort from you into whats left of our communication...

 

Is that too much to ask?

otayz... well...

since i have no life and is at home on a friday night.. all by my lonesome...

i thut.. "Hey.... i havnt wrote in my msn space thingy in a while"... so... well here i am.. writing to the people who even take the time to read this damn thing.. lol

 

well... whats been happening with me.. nothing really... finished school, which was a bit sad cuz i wont b seeing half of my close friends for a long time.. but i will b seeing alana and kelly more when we go down to welly together.. which is gunna b hella fun.. and i cant wait to start at uni.. its exciting and scary at the same time..

and this weekend im going to hamilton to go see my spelly... and im soooooooooooooooo excited.. and scared.. i think im really starting to like this guy.. and its scary cuz its sorta like.. a net thing.. and im not really good with those kinda things.. but at least im getting to meet this one.. haha.. and that makes me nervous... getting to meet the guy that ive been pretty much txting 24/7 haha.. im such a n00b.. but anyways... lol.. enuf of my love life..

ohh man.. i was sitting at home earlier on tonight and i was thinking abt my eco exam... and UE... if i dont get these credits on eco... i wont get into uni.. which is kinda a bitch if i dun get in.. cuz i have no other plans.. and then that got me thinking... if i dont get into uni.. i wuld be able to go and do other things that ive always wanted to do.. like doing a big OE.. (altho.. that involves money..) and i dunno... live life more b4 i get back into studies.. and now that i think about it... if i do get into uni... ill still b wanting to do that oe.. so now.... i dunno.. if i get into uni.. i get into uni... but that means that my oe will have to wait.. and im not sure if i want it to wait.... ARGH... at times like these.. i hate being alone.. cuz being alone makes me think.. and i hate thinking.. lol ugh.

 

ohhhhhhh yeah about the whole money thing.. lol...

i quit subway...

well i hated the new owners.. they were bitches.. i mean... since the old owners sold it to them... the number of customers have droped HUGELY... cuz the place has gone to shit.. lol so im happy that i left that shit hole.. even tho i miss it.. i dont miss the new owners... so yeah... if neone has a job for me.. gimme a buzz.. lol.. nah i think im sorta sorted.. ima go for an interview at this place on monday so hopefully ima b sussed for the holidays.

 

mums good... shes been a bit shitty lately... prolly cuz her taste buds have been wack.. and just the taste of everything is making her want to throw up.. which is a bit disturbing... and annoying.. cuz since she has such a refined taste in food.. (if that is the correct word to use) shes been making me and dad buy all these types of food... and if we cant get it.. or dont get the right one.. she gets shitty at us.. that happened today.. she got pissed off at me.. lol which resulted in me getting pissed off at her.. lol.. call it stress.. for the both of us.. cuz that last chemo treatment is still catchin up with her.. and i need to study without her making me go into town to buy sum stupid product for her..

ugh here i am bitching again... sorry.. i think ill stop it at there... im getting a tad sleepy and that means its time for nuhnites..

 

My Chemical Romance
The Killers
Jet
Evermore
Tool
Eskimo Joe
Scribe
Shapeshifter
The Mint Chicks
The Tutts
Opensouls
TheVeils
Minuit
Muse
Voilent Femmes
Peaches
Spank Rock

 

omggggggggg the first 5 i sooooo wanna go see!!!! i cant wait!!!!!! whos coming with meh???

i thut to myself to day.. "hey!! ima go and get a tan.."

 

so i go and put mah bikini on.. and grab my sunnies and towel..

and when i go outside... THERES NO FUCKING SUN!!!!

what the hell is this world coming to??? its too god damn cold cuz of the wind.. yet its such a beautiful day that u WANT TO GO OUTSIDE and walk around in nothing but ur bikini... or maybe even nothing at all!!!!!

 

but the wind and sun dosnt want u to..

i think they both hate me.

*cries in her lil corner*

its ok.. ill survive.. i spose but i still wanna go outside and enjoy the sun.. or lack of it... fucking wind and sun and CLOUDS!!! GAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

im getting soo agro. lol

all i want is to get black.. and it wont let meeeeeeeeeeee *watery eyes*

hahaha.. lol man that was funny.. Awwwwwwwww My Lanas a big 18 :( :( shes gunna go into town and find new boys and forget about her lezbian lubba *sniffles* i only have one thing to say to u alan renne mart.. BRING ONLY THE HOT ONES HOME!!! lol to your new house thats on Frank FeeFee road, which is really small and isnt suitable for our classical DVD nights.. *sniff sniff* i spose dvd nights will b tranfered to my house... in my bed.. under the blankys.. with the lights turned off.. and the heater on.. yeah........ perfect setting for our dvd nights.... ohh wait.... im not JADE!!!!

 

HAHAHAHAHAHAH.

fuck im good.

 

AnyWhore. lol town was wonderful on sat. i was lovin the karaoke bar.. and the girly song "its raining men", Tribute to those shady guys that we meet there... and NOOOOOO.. lol PAUL was NOT hitting on me. ok... maybe he was... but he was drunk. and i was hypo. Drunkiness and hypo dosnt mix very well..

hahaha that Darryl dude was keen for Alex and HAHAHAHAH dont let me forget about Courtny.. now that guy was keen for treeny.. and treeny has a BF! ohh my lordy. Sex is all around i think its suffociating me!!

 

not to mention my boy troubles.. Ohhh Dear Jebuz..

theres more!!!!! i think im worse than Kelly and her troubles and her HICKEY!!!! *tsk tsk tsk* i told that boy not to give you any more hickeys!!! MORE LICKING..less sucking!!! ugh. boys.. they never listen.

heh.

Yayyyyyy!!!! Vic open day 2mro!!! i cant wait i get to see Billzy again!!!! and Alan and Kelly get to meet Billzy!!!!

lol actually.. im sorta worried about them meeting  hahaha jokes. im sure billzy wont scare them and vice versia.

im soo excited about going to vic. lol im like all sorted about next year. ima do a BA majoring in media studies, film and theatre and maybe tourism i dunno yet tho.. but media and film ima certainly do!

omg. theres this guy that keeps txting me! and hes getting annoying. like ive known him for soo long and recently i saw him and gave him a hug and shit then pretty much the next day he got my number of my sister... and since then hes been like the HELL flirt and shit.. like... hes asked me to the movies.. haha ima try and get jade and kirsten to come with me. cuz theres no way in hell am i going with him all by myself. but its annoying cuz i like someone else!! i dont like him!!

 

i kno u must be thinking.. ohh dear god her boy troubles again...

 

haha but this time its different. i only like one guy but hes over IN AUCKLAND!!!!! that bastard. hes left me for work experience. cuz he does a course at Phims like this really expensive hospitality course and hes gone to auckland for that its annoying cuz he like started txting me like a few days b4 he left.. and like.. i even told my sister that i though he was hot and this was AGES ago like the first time i meet him (hes my sisters flatmates lil brother) haha ugh.. damn him. i spose i can wait until he gets back (in january)

 

haha omg it was funny. on saturday, i watched porn with 2 guys. it was sorta disturbing cuz Harry got a bit horny hahahaha but yeah apparently i have to watch porn with them again....  but the porn was good for a change!! it actually had a story line as well as like motorX stunts and shit. lol and trust Harry to tell storys to his lil brother (the guy i like..)

 

OHHHHHHHH and di i have to mention the hot hub guy!!!!!! OMFGGGGGGGG hes soo hot.. lol STORY TIME!!!

hahaha it was funny yesterday (wednesday) i went there to get a mochachino and i didnt think he was working so i was just standing there waiting for my drink then all of a sudden he walks through the doors and i looked up.. lol he caught me looking @ him so i turned away but then i caught him looking @ me!!! so i gave him like my famous smile and HE GRINNED BACK!!! lol his names Wade apparently.. and next time i have to give him my number. hahaha like... ima do a Roseanne and give it to him on a peice of paper. hahaha

 

Blah neways i gotta go dindinz time and then early bed time for me cuz i gots an early start 2mro... 4am.. Woop De Do.

 

Awwwwwwwwwwwww guys my Alanas gone an left me to go to malaysia!!!!!! what a meany eh!!!! she left me and Kirsten and Kelly all on our lonesomes.... and she wont b back until the 21st of august!!!!!!!! thats like a whole 10 days of not seeing alana!!!!!!!! thats too much for a girl to handle... im sad :( neone wanna b my Alana for 10days?

 

Kirsten u cant b Alana.. cuz then who will b my Sweaty McFlooz???

 

god damn.. not even 6hrs since i last saw Alana and already im having withdrawl symptoms..  :(:(:(:(:(:(

this is UBER not cool.

 

omggggggggg lol its was sooo fucking hilarous!!!!

like.. it was a suprise party right and yeah she fully didnt see it coming!!!

thats prolly the bestest thing that happened..

OHHHHHH

it was either that or Tursty getting fully RIPED .. hahah see Liam!! its our new word!! ima soo use it.. 

neways.. about the party.. lol i meet Ewie for the first time.. i think he got a bit jealous cuz i kept hugging Kelly... not on a break or nething GUYS... *wink wink nudge nudge, need i say more..* but yeah Ewie is wicked Kelly.. u better keep him hunny!! hes a keeper!!! i mean comeon!! he was doing the Kripz walk with meh!!!! lol we gon be gangstas together!! haha *pulls hoodie ovah head* "I'ma Gangsta..." haha hope he got to the hostel on time!! LOL ohhhhh i have to add in... HAPPY BIRTHDAY KIERANY POOH!!! Awwwwwwwww my lil boys growing up.. hes already 19.. i wish i was 19.. BLAH im rambling on again.. neways.. back to the party. lol well.. Kirsten was fully Wasted lol she kept giggling and shit and OMFG so was Alana.. HAHAHAHAHAH lets not go there... Alana... *lifts up Alanas top showing the writing on alanas tummy* hahahha.. i still see u gots that penis on there Alana... as well as the "Liam and Kieran were here 2006" hahaha.. man that was a crack up. Alana i think u need to get revenge on that Liam boy.. *tuts* neways... Kirsten.. whens the next drinks??? im keen to be hittin it up. note tho.. invite more guys.  (just dun invite Matt Meijer..... i think ive had enuf of him...haha..) i think it was pussy fest @ coleys... well.... Kieran is a girl..... in my eyes... and Awwwwwwww @ Tash.. poor thing she gots soo drunk that she got her keys taken off her so she wuldnt drive home. i didnt kno she was drunk!!

newayssss.. what else has been happenin to meh?? ohhhhhh i finally gots a new knob!! for my gear stick. *coughs* and i need to savin up if ima being back my grandad to america when he comes over. yuppers!! im going to america when he comes over!! im bring him back. i gets to accompany him when he travels.. and that gives me pretty much a free ride!!! so bring on the shopping sprees and beautiful sunnnnnnnn and ohhhh maybe a few stops on the way back like going to syd and meetin mah bootyful friends!! ohhhhhhhh cant wait!! blah neways.. im owtties. cyah guys and have a good night.

 

PS.. once again Kirsten sorry about the whole "i kissed ur cousin" thing!!! i mean.. Matt went in for the kill when we was @ the lake.. all i said was "ohhhh look @ the duckies and then all of a sudden.... yeah.... i had to make yet ANOTHER formal apology.. haha and im sure i wont b hearing him him ever again.. which is a good thing... cuz yeah.. hes a lier and stuffs. i suldnt of driven up to see him.. lol yes yes your right... i bet your saying right now.. "i told u bitch!!" so once again.. im Sowwieeeeeee  like... UBER sowwieeeeee!!!!

ohhhhhhhh i havnt talked on this for ages.. so yeah. that can i say???

 

schools nearly finished!!! well.. for a whole two weeks neway.. hahaha and yeah.. im over school... i hate all the teachers looking @ me like im some kind of sad depressed child that they need to feel sorry for.. ugh.. stupid mrs velvin.. she made me cry when i was in economics last cuz she brought up my mother. sayin how i can get passionate consideration.. but i really dont want that.. i mean.. if i wanted it.. then i wuld of asked. ugh.... my mothers going into operation monday the 26th.. im scared. im scared for her and im scared for whats to come... will she need radiology? chemo? its gunna b a lot of stress on the whole fam.. i hope we will get thru this..

 

newhore.... what else has been happening? well.... nothing really... lol man it was wicked yesterday.. me, Alana and Kirsten had a girls night out.. well.. in.. and we just watched vids and ate pizza until we culdnt handle it.. haha and we had V.. so we was kinda hypo and since we was watching scary movie 3 we was pissing ourselves laughing cuz it was that funny and to top it off we was eatting lollies.... so fuck man.. we just laughed @ anything that seemed funny.. whoaaaaaaa... pizza,mates,V and lollies arnt a good mix.. lol spesh if its late at night.. hahaha man i get the giggles just thinking abt it.

Ahhhhh.... Good times..

 

YESSSSSSSSS Elemeno P and goodnight nurse are gunna b having a show here!!!! ABT FUCKING TIME.. me, kirsten and kelly r soooooooooooooo going.. but its in Eltham tho.. WTF WHY THE FUCK ELTHAM???????????? eltham is soo lame for a concert... and like... its on the wednesday... but then again.. its in the holidays we kirsten and kelly can stay @ mine.. tis all sweet.. i cant wait till i get to see elemeno p again.. like.. i LOVED them @ edgefest.. fuck they were the best and now they r gunna b having another concert!!! im sooo excited!!!!!! and the tickets are only $15!! i mean WTF thats a bargain.. haha

 

OMG i gots a hair cut and i hate it... but apparently it suits me.. its different but it suits me.. haha words from joey.. he said that he likes it, that it looks better. i dont believe him tho.. lol man it was soo funny.. the day after i got my hair cut.. we went to the WITT open day.. and kirsten was like.. omg i hope i dun see neone i kno.. so we ditched and went into town.. BUT OMG.. WE SAW EVERYONE IN TOWN.. well.. like kieran..matt and joey..but they were the main peepz that kirsten didnt wanna see.. well prolly not matty as much as kieran and joey but yeah it was sooooooo awkward!!! lol in a way it was funny tho. like we walked past them and i only saw matt so i yelled out and waved but then kieran was behind matt and i didnt see him and by then.. it was too late to hide.. hahaha.. so they came over and yeah they only talked to me then left... then we went into starbucks and saw joey there.. god damn joey is mean.. he sent me a txt saying "what has two arms,two legs,a body and short hair? these days. YOU" but then he said sorry.. lol hes a cunt tho.. and yeah... not as more of a cunt as someone else.. but yeah.. im over boys.. im over all the shit they try to cause. and i dont believe any shit that comes out from their mouths.

 

lol ARGH @ me.. im going b4 i get more detailed...

 

 

 

 

 

ok wow.. i havnt been online long enuf to b able to write a long blog.. and if i do.. i usually just bitch and moan... BITCH AND MOANNNNNNNN..

 

lol newhore. ive been busy with everything eh!!! and im soo glad that the  ball is finally over and i can finally relax! off except i have shit loads of homework. lol

im just in computing right now.. and i dunno once again i feel like i want to bitch about certain people.. i suldnt tho cuz some of them are my friends. just they have irritated me lately..

 

 

yes... that was alana... she just hitted on u guys.... lol.. well no not really.. she just flirted.... innocent flirting.. which she suld do cuz otherwise she will land herself in truoble with the "BF"

 

 

 

omfg... lana is a hussy.. hahahahaha btw alana cant spell for shit.. so im sorry if you cant understand her... lol i have work tonight so yeah. not keen!!

ooo but im keen for Shanes flat woreming this weekend!!! lol (HAHAHAHAH @ WOREMING...)

yeah cuz people are gunna be there.. and im excited about it.. its been ages since ive had a good night out.. well apart from the ball.. that aint included. lol

 

 

 

 

 

TO Elisse

Holy Fuck!!!

 

the ball is in a week!!!!!!!!!!!!! Yazzzzz..............

ok.. well today was like the worst day of my life..

 

i found out the truth of what happened to

my Uncle..

Tito Randy had TB (Tuberculosis) which if neone didnt kno.. its an infectious disease that usually attacks the lungs and can also spread to other people cuz its air born.. and so they admitted him to the hospital.

 

he was in there for about 3 months.. and hospitals in philippines r soo poor that they dont have enough resources, like beds and medicine to accommodate the paitents so my Uncle had to share a bed with another paitent.

 

after his time in hospital, he was able to come back and live with my Auntie, Tita Razel and her husband for a while.. during that time. my Auntie cared for him as well as my Cousin who recently suffered from depression and was needing support to get back on his feet.

one night my Uncle started complaining to Tita Razel about having sore lungs again and was asking her if he could get admitted to hospital again.

my Auntie, knowing how poor the hospital conditions were, asked "why would u wanna go back there? you know how awful the hospital is, if it becomes worse then we will go back to it. for the mean time, all you need is a good bed, rest and food."

 

a few days later, when my Auntie was going into his room to bring him dinner.

she found him cold and not breathing.. he had passed away.

 

i cried when i found this out (i still am). i was angry @ my Auntie because she didnt take him to the hospital when he was asking to go, but also i can see why she didnt.. even tho i havnt been to philippines in a while.. i still remember how poor the country is. so i can imagne what state the hospitals r in.

so really i cant blame her for this.

this was an accident i accept that, but thats what really hurts the most. he left us here alone on this god damn planet without a goodbye.

 

Tito Randy was like my other father.

When me and my sister moved to New Zealand. he was the one that accompanied us over here.

When Tita Ching was going to get married in America. He accompanied me when my mum was asked to go early. while i waited till the school term finished.

lol i remember Tito Randy telling me when i talked to him on the phone about that.. he wanted to drink on the plane going there (on the plane) but since the flight attendants knew that he was with me. they refused to let him. cuz he was travelling with a minor.

So he blamed me for going with him. lol

 

Tito Randy.. i love you.. imma miss you soo much.. im soo sad how your life ended, at least your in a better place now. you will be in my heart forever.

 

I Love You So Much

GoodBye Tito Randy you will be remembered.

 

R.I.P Randolf Dominisac 10/05/2006